Emotional Atyachar

So, after four years of first interaction it became really unbearable for the guy to contain his feelings within. More so because of the last three days. He was suffering from cough and cold. So, the girl sends him some short message services. But they were not of the get well soon kind. They were mostly related to friendship and love. All the feelings buried deep down inside were coming on to the surface. He started feeling as an adolescent when love seems to be a divine thing. He assumed that this can happen to him also.
After 3 days of several messages back and forth, fourth day there was no message from the girl. He had became addicted to the girl's love filled messages till now and its absence for one day was killing him. He was becoming extremely restless as if some essential element was missing from his life. He couldn't tolerate it. The next day he just dropped a message that whether its over. She said since there was nothing to say she didn't message him. So, he assumed the good time is over and said tata bbye.
But it was not over yet. She said "Can you come online right now?" This was more than what he could have hoped for. Both were online and chatting went on. The session was similar to three years old sessions but the contents were much different. The guy didn't contain his feelings. He expressed himself. May be this was the effect of metro life he had started living. The girl was supportive. Both of them confessed their love for each other and were sunk deep into the moment. The fact that they were far apart and were connected just through wireline and some network protocols failed to hold them. They had their first kiss. Romantic songs were being played in the background. It was out of this world experience since first time is always the best and remains in memory the whole life It has the element of unexplored. The guy was having lifetime experience. It couldn't have been better. No fear of future, no emotional attachment with past, just living at this very moment for a lifetime.
Both of them were dreaming with open eyes, swimming together in the vast ocean, flying together in the unfathomable sky with their hands out stretched to take whatever they can from this freedom. The guy had opened a picture of the girl which just had her captivating eyes of which he was the prisoner.
It was hard for them to bid good bye, but the birds outside had started chirping and the sun was already up in the sky. The guy was scared, this might not be his last time. With a heavy feeling he bid a good bye to her.
In the evening came the heaviest moment for him. He received a mail from the girl saying whatever happened the night before was not correct. She asked him to swear that this never happens again. She gave "We are just friends" crap and said that she doesn't want to do anything for which she might have to get embarrassed in her life later, forget everything and don't message her again. She gets disturbed.
Like this ended his choti si love story and he was again a big looser.

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