Better than paper

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So, finally after a long gap I'm back. When you leave an activity for long enough you feel very jittery and white knuckled to return to that activity. For the first few days it seems to be as naive as starting afresh. The same is the case with this activity also. Anyways, but I'll give it a shot. And you must never say never Boss. Dialogue of Kamlesh in straight. It proves my new found liking for this character.
There was a quote in the famous book "A Young Girl's Diary". Papers have more patience than people. I'm feeling exactly the same thing. I want to share some feelings but don't know whom to share with. My friends, all are settled with their job. Got extremely busy with their work. I can't blame them. Everyone has to be like that in this grim economic scenario. Or else you'll be out of your office with a lot of hush-hush. I think this is just a hoax feeling, about my friends getting busy, but I can't help it.
So, after a long gap which is co-incidentally equal to the gap between my last post and this one, she came to back to my life. After much persuasion we met. Meeting was good. She brought me chocolate. I was very excited about that. But, there was something missing. I couldn't feel the same spark which I had from that side. She was kind of cold. This also I didn't realize on that itself. I realized this thing only after I called her the following day. Except about other friends we didn't talk much. So, I guess whatever feelings I had for her, those were just one sided and I also fall back in that category of FOSLA. Anyways hard luck. Better luck next time.

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